想太多

Past and Present

 我不想长大

so emo.
Went window shopping with my bestie today.
saw some pretty necklaces. Bears.cute fluffy keychain. Gift boxes.

It reminded me of my secondary school life.
Gifts like necklace, earring, bears, keychains are a norm to me.
I know i'll get them on Vday or Bday or Mooncake Festival (yea, i received roses once!! hahah. weird.)
I get all excited and jumpy when i received all these gift.

As i get older, things like that gets lesser and lesser..
I no longer receive necklace, bears or keychains.
No more fuss during my bday. It just feels like a yearly routine to me.

I 'loved' to text... I loved receiving sms... I like answering calls...
My heart always skipped a beat when my phone rings.
"Hi, Ezra. How's your day?"
"Hi, Ezra How are you?" etcetc
I look forward to everything.


Now, i dread when my phone rings.
"Miss Ezra, your payment of RMxxx is due"
"Miss Ezra, you missed your appointment"

Bleh. Growing up is NO FUN AT ALL!
I wanna go back to those days. Life used to be so happy! Exciting! Carefree!

When bees swarmed over me, i complained.
Now all the bees are gone. occasionally there's a few lalats. LOL * only my mother knows what i'm talking about here. *
Bo hu, he ya ho?


我觉得有一点可惜。
以前不懂得珍惜和享受。
No point for me to dwell in the past.
What is done is done. What is gone is gone.

I wish there's a REPLAY button or REWIND button in my life.
I'll just replay all the happy parts in my life. How great it'll be :)

Life in Miri

Hmmm.. a little update about my life.
i moved back from Sunway to Miri around October 2010 because of certain issues.
The good thing is, i get to spend more time with my parents.
The bad thing is ARE , i got REALLY FAT. I am DARKER. LAZIER.
I hate it so much!!!! Normally i'd finish my job in a days time ( in KL ), now back in Miri, it took me more than 3 months!!! Why is this happening to me???

And i am still studying. Dont worry. I returned to Miri not because i gave up ok..
ACCA called me few weeks back and informed me that i've been transferred to ACCA. Wheepee :)
But the transfer will be done after August, and i can only take my exam in December..bleh..

i'm sooo bored. Went to Brunei for sushi every month. Now getting kinda tired of it already.
I feel that my life is extremely boring. No purpose AT ALL.

This coming Monday supposed to go to KL. but i dont wanna stay at Mandarin Hotel. I dont wanna stay near KLCC  :'(
I wanna stay near Pavillion.. T.T

I plan to go to KL every month. KEKEKEKE
我很怕 我一直去KL，  会去到sien。 我去文莱吃sushi都吃怕了。哈哈
去KL去sien了，就去新加坡咯。haih。很烦很烦很烦很烦。

arghhhh.. i think i'm getting old already.. i get muscle ache almost everyday..
Mom said its because i always sit there and do nothing. hahah
I'm also very VERY forgetful. Worse than my grandma.
the bank has been calling me for weeks and i still forget to collect my checkbook.

Seriously, what is wrong with me?

My dad says I 'over' enjoyed my life.. hmm.. maybe..