Terror at my apartment. AGAIN

The first creepy incident..

when i got back to my apt, i saw lots of  'do not cross' tape..
you know.. those used by crime scene??
and police cars..
i was thinking.. maybe its because of the construction of the new block and they dont want anyone near!
The next day, BF told me someone was murdered at my apt.. (not on my block)
chills went down my spine.. my legs turned jelly..



2nd incident..
half an hour ago..
i was about to sleep when i heard banging and shouting.. and MORE shouting!!!
i looked out of my bedroom window, i saw some guys opposite my block.
they were banging on something or 'someone'?
then i heard glass breaking, More banging!!
and some guy screaming.
they are literally trashing that house!!
then i saw them dragged someone out of the house...
i went to my kitchen. i was SO SCARED. SCARED until i cant cry * sob *
after 10 mins, i went back to my room.. saw lots of ppl watching from their apt.
no more screaming and banging.
now, theres around 10 guys on the balcony..
they were talking and busy taking photograph of the apartment
my goodness.. isit a crime scene now?? if not, why are there ppl taking photographs??
and i saw police cars... T.T
i am starting to hate this place..

Miserable

Oh God..

i feel really terrible.
the ppl in the church makes me doesnt wanna go to church anymore..
what should i go God?

help me......

New member of our family

Xiao MiMi 

she's only about the size of RM5 notes when we got her,

she's a Jersey Wolly..

She's so Fluffy, furry and soft.

relaxing~

2months old~

isnt she a beauty??

nom~nom~nom~.. always eat with her hands inside the bowl

Luckily She and Willie get along very well =)

Blessed beyond my expectation

My life starting to get interesting and wonderful.
Life's jigsaw puzzles is slowly being put together! ( more meaningful, purposeful life)

Indeed God never fails..

He never give me what i asked for.

BUT he gave me something BETTER than what i asked for.

i am so blessed.

SO happy now..

Hammies

After reading about Wafu and Pafu from www.akiraceo.com , i decided to get HAMSTER..

I never had hamster before.. so this is my first pair of hamster.
they dont bite..

they will squeak when i stroke their head and bellies.. so cute..
and they're not smelly..

Its fun to watch them sleep, play, eat.. THEY love Kuaci (sunflower seeds)


This is Meow Mi (female)

THis is Meow Meow ( Male)

see his fat cheek.. all stuffed with nuts..

HEHE..

Exams

WHY oh WHY did i  choose ACCA?

These few weeks have been busy preparing for my exam in June. Audit thingy..
i was kinda confident cos its all WORDS.. theory.. no CALCULATIONS!! yipee..
But after studying and memorizing for almost 10 pages.. I felt that i'm gonna fail..
i drank abt 2 cups of coffee.. woke up early.. slept late..
pimples here and there. my skin is so dull now....
I JUST HATE EXAMS.. T.T


Next time when i aim for something, i wont aim too high anymore.
Cos if i fail to achieve my goal.. i'll feel hopeless, useless.. GAH.. i wanted to cry so so many times..

STUPID ACCA.. we are not meant for each other. lolz..

My Dreams...

When i was younger, i'd write down all my dreams and prayers.
when my prayer was answered, i'd write down the date..
Each and every prayer of mine was answered! some answered immediately.. some took years..
Some prayer was not answered.. but God provided a better way for me.

I have thousand of dreams.. and i wish all of them comes true =)
When i have spare time.. i would close my eyes and visualize my future.. (same as daydreaming, hehehe)

I wanna stay here. Right here in Sunway. Gonna save up enough money to buy a house so i can has CATS!!!!
I LOVE CATS!!! and imma gonna name my cat " MAMADUKE" hheheeh..

i'm gonna do my own things at my own pace/time.. AHHH.. life is so peaceful here. *LOVE IT*

Cert or no cert, i dunch care..
The main point is.. $$$$$$...
if my earnings more than my fellow DEGREE friends.. I'd be happy. More than happy =))))

But the bad thing is... when ppl ask about my occupation.. how should i reply them??

oh.. i am an entrepreneur.

oh.. i have my own business??

oh.. i am an auditor..


* i admit.. the last one *auditor*.. sounds sophisticated, high profile, high ranking, high class etc etc..
ppl hear will also say WOW..

that's what i was after last time.. i wanted ppl to be WOW-ed by me. ehehe..

but now.. what other ppl think of me doesnt matter anymore..

Life is hard if u wanna please ppl..

so..I;d just stick to pleasing God and myself.. hehe..

I REALLY REALLY WANT A CAT!!!

My first make up attempt

Nice? hahaha.

i only use In2it eyeliner in black and clinique lipstick (free gift)

No foundation, bb cream, mascara etc...

photos taken using my SE hp.

its THAT day of the month again!

LOLZ..

its THAT day of the month again.

i have developed a love-hate relationship with it.

LOVE : i can eat all i want and not worried abt gaining weight

HATE : cramps so bad that i'll faint, constipation etc etc..

anyways..

last sunday when i was dining at Kenny rogers.. 

i read an article abt a mom sending her daughter to a right-brain development school at nine months old!

I rubbed my eyes hard and look at it again. 9 MONTHS old.. i tot it's 9 yrs old or smth..

some 9 months old baby cant  even walk or talk yet! what for sending them to school??

it freaks me out!! parents nowadays really KIASU like anything.

My friend's son is only 4 yrs old. This is his daily routine : 

Mon - Friday :

730am-1130am ( kindergarten school)

1-5pm (tuition/day care school)

Sat :

Tuition, piano lesson, art lesson

Sunday:

Art lessons 

is that weird or what??

hmm.. i pity those kids. its like they dun have a memorable/enjoyable childhood!

My childhood is filled with GREAT memories..

After my kindergarten class, mommy will bring me for lunch at MerryBrown,

then i will ride bumper car as long as i like!!

Papa and mommy ALWAYS brings us to the beach.

They've bring us fishing, to Niah caves etc etc etc..

Pizzas every Saturday.

Steamboat every sunday night.

Going to Brunei.

Play and have fun in Jerutong theme park till midnight!

My mom even made me Cards!! handmade cards..

She made me many scrapbooks for me to draw, write etc etc..

Ahhh~ i am so blessed =)

ME me ME

someone teach me how to make up pls,, LOLZ

WEird dreams

 i had the weirdest dreams last night!

1st Dream

I was swimming with shariel and some other ppl inside a dark indoor swimming pool.
the pool can create big waves.
It was really dark and eerie.
I swam to the deepest part and the waves + underwater current pulls me under the water.
I suffocated and thought i'm going to die.

I woke up finding my blanket covering my face. haha!

2nd dream

After going to the bathroom to pee, i continue my sleep.
Then i dreamt abt swimming inside uncle lim's livingroom!
We were happily splashing water at each other.
Then someone saw a log.. Swam near it..
But it was a crocodile.
I panicked and jump on the crouch.
Then suddenly my willie wonka appear out of nowhere.
Needless to say the crocodile ate my Willie Wonka and i was crying hysterically.

I woke up and realise my eyes are wet! hahahah

3rd Dream *scariest*

Back to me and shariel again!

shariel and i were wearing our sec school uniform.
We were inside our class chit chatting.

the class was very dark and gloomy.
there were vines on the wall.
the air is so still.
the floor is covered sand and filth.
Its like a school closed down for YEARS!!

There's only 2 of us in the school! But somehow we were not scared.
Suddenly shariel left me to look for her school bag.
Then she ran back holding a little booklet, she asked me why i put that little booklet inside bag.
I said i did not.
She frown and showed me the little booklet.

the tittle of the little book is call Anakku.
Beside the tittle there was a little girl dressed in all white with long black hair staring coldly at me.

I had chills down my spine!!!

then shariel said...


'' that's her name. She haunts the school. that's y the school closed ''

I looked at shariel and she SMILED at me.. those kind of bone chilling EVIL smile.

I immediately  woke up and my heart is POUNDING like crazy!!


the end. 

Willie Wonka

willie wonka!! i love u~~

Willie and Mr Pi Pi

 

Mr PiPi is resting inside his food bowl =.=

 

so many ppl say my Pi Pi is so dirty.

He;s NOT dirty.. his colour is like that.

*maybe that;s y nobody wanna buy him*

He has the face of a BULLDOG. ahha

 

so CUTE!!

 

willie is standing on his hind legs..

He always do weird stuff like digging the rubbish bin..

chasing ppl's foot..

bite my shoes..

scratch the door (cos i dont let him inside my room)

and he lets me carry him like a baby..

he would close his eyes and sleep until i put him inside his playpen..

Sometimes i wonder is he a rabbit,..

His behavior is like a cat..

pet hotel for rabbits

Thinking of what course would suit me gives me nausea..

One night, i went to a pet hotel to see if they cater for rabbits.

*i had a terrible headache that night*

and to my delight, they do cater for rabbits and charge like RM12 per night..

DANG!!!! i almost fainted.

Its too expensive, i told the guy..

He said, Its chinese new year season..

I said, another pet hotel is charging at RM5 per night, but i cant find it.. huh.

then he said : okok lar.. i charge u RM8 per rabbit..

the workers there are very friendly with the animals..

you can definitely see that they are animal lovers..

so i'll b putting my Willie and Pi Pi there for 10 days..

RM160 gone!!!

sad sad.. 

sometimes i wonder y i bought them in the first place..

they cost me so much $$$$$$$$$$$..

but i dun wanna sell them.. ILOVE THEM!

sigh... money pls drop down frm the  sky

My Kids

At 19 and a half years old... 

I have 5 kids already..

how bout u??

 

My oldest girl is called Pim.

She's from Thailand.

and she is 11 years old.

  

Sopia is from Indonesia.

She has the sweetest smile =)

She's 8 yrs old.

 

Meet my twin boys..

Vik (India) | Rapala (south africa)

they're 6 yrs old .

 

and this is my youngest baby, Quan Quan.

He's from Vietnam.

He is so cute!!!

i'll visit him in Vietnam when he is big enough.

He's only 5 this year.

want to get your own kids and give them a brighter future?

visit : http://www.worldvision.com.my for more info.

not giving up!

Have you ever felt like giving up at some point in your life?

I'm not planning to give up YET.. there's still many things to be done.!!

and yes.. i REALLY enjoy life despite not being able to understand my studies..

many of you say to me.. just read more, do more past year question.. sure can pass!!

the more i read.. the more i do exercise.. the MORE confuse i am.

I cant sleep well at night. I have nightmares abt it.

Sometimes when i think abt it, cold sweat would start pouring down. or when it is a hot day, i will feel cold.

It;s a nasty feeling. i can always sleep till 10am/11am.. Now, i always wake up at 5am/6am..

when i feel so so so tired and exhausted.. i just couldnt sleep. i closed my eyes.. but i just cant sleep!!

some of my frens are going to graduate from ACCA this year..

And me.. still struggling to go thru the first level..

I feel so............. Defeated..... Inadequate... compared to them.. ( i am a kia su person) haha

I used to loved studying so much.. i would attend tuition after tuition... doing revision after revision..

Studying used to be so much FUN!!  YEs.. studying is fun.. and so so so fulfilling during those days..

If repeating Form 5 for 5 years will get me a Degree... I'D GLADLY DO IT!!!

Why did i choose ACCA in the first place??? No idea.. no idea.. no idea...

If i decided to quit..
i can always set up a stall to sell porridge.HAHAHAH..
my dad says one hor.. long time ago.. haha..

at least I know i can support myself out there in this cruel world.
I wont die of starvation.. live on streets..

I know i can survive..

I will have a HOUSE, and carSSS and CATSSSS..

but have to get a CERT.. no CERT = no FACE..

if my frens all get degree.. wear smart smart go work in places like SHELL.. KPMG..
and i am selling porridge at kopitiam... THAT would be SO funny.... haha..

sell porridge also can earn money k...

ok.. i dunno what to write anymore..

My plans

I dont have any new year resolution for 2010.

But i do have plans for the near future..

I plan to reside in Puchong..

Rent or mayb buy a house there so i can have CATS. hehehe

Then, i want to HELP as many ppl as i could!

now, i'm sponsoringpoor children from World Vision.

i hope my little contribution will make a huge impact on their life.

visit : http://worldvision.com.my for more info

And.. i dont plan to work in audit firm anymore.

WHY??

Auditor has NO life.

they work long hours.. travel here and there..

Time for their family members is restricted.

a lot of pressure from work..

To me.. i feel that it is not WORTH it. even if you earn like RM6k/month..

i only get to LIVE ONCE.. and money doesnt matter so much to me anymore.

*hehe.. i USED to LOVE money so so so much*

*the reason y i wanna become auditor is also bcos of the $$$*

so now my perception has changed.. 

i will do something which i enjoy and at the same time, it will bring me a handsome income.

BUT.. i am still stuck with ACCA.

i am struggling with ACCA..

i'm not sure how am i gonna pass all my papers..

sigh.. i regret taking ACCA. i really do..

i should have take up dentistry instead..

sometimes i feel so sluggish and stupid..

i can handle my UPSR; PMR and SPM well.. why cant i do the same for ACCA??


for me.. studying ACCA is like reading something that u totally do not understand..

it's really depressing for me..


it;s like reading a passage over and over and over again.. not knowing what it means..

i FEEL so paise/no face when those uncle from church ask me.. "Ezra, how's yr study?"

and i really HATE it when ppl say.. " XXX can do it, why cant u?"

SIMPLE.. I AM NOT THEM. I AM ME.!!

Getting good results during my secondary school doesnt mean i will do well with ACCA..

most of the time.. i only managed to PASS with God's grace.

when will i graduate?

I HAVE to make my parents proud u know.. I HAVE to..

sigh.. thinking abt it gives me BAD headache..

i'm off to bed now. Nites everyone..

Happy day

greetings from my foot =)

my Willie Boy Boy

he is so manja. he likes ppl to carry him

but.. he is so lonely..

so i got him a new friend ^^

Mr Pi Pi

He is imported. Netherlands.

Breed : Holland Lop + Angora

Age : 8 weeks old

Price : *i'm not telling!* bought him on impulse

Very unique and handsome

He looks like a puppy

His fur is softer and fluffier than Willie.

Like those soft toy.

Willie's hair is more like a cat's hair.

so cute.

BUT he hate it when i touch him.

i cant carry him.

HE wont let me!!

He is a disgusting rabbit.

See his tongue?

He is having rabbit flu and and is using his tongue to lick away his snot!!

EWWW

But willie likes Mr Pi Pi.

i was so scared that they will fight.

i separate Willie from Mr Pi Pi.

cos Pi Pi is sick.

Guess what's this??

rabbit poop.

Poop Photography. haha

Is there something wrong?

I've been asked many many many many many x1000 times..

"Ezra, why are u selling clothes?"

"eeyer, sell clothes can earn much meh?"

"Ezra, go study become auditor can earn more"

"Er.. Ezra you sell clothes cos u're not studying anymore?"

"Ezra, dont waste yr future by selling clothes"

AND 1 comment that i HATE most is that

" ONLY those who are stupid in studies sell clothes"

BUT.. you all wouldnt call me a STUPID right??

AND

" clothes (things) made in china cannot wear one"

TAKE a look at your clothes Mister! dun tell me they are not Made in China??

*everytime i hear those comments.. i only smile to myself.. cos they are so so IGNORANT and UNDER-EXPOSED *

Dearest people...

take a look around..

Identify those filthy extremely rich people..

then FIND out what is their occupation.

MOST of them are BUSINESSMAN !!!

Richest people in the world are businessmen !!

not doctors.. engineers..

and selling clothes is business too!

SO.. for those WHO look DOWN on me..
WHO talk behind my back and say that i have no future...
WHO criticize me..
WHO make fun of me..

SHAME ON YOU~~

it only shows that how IGNORANT you are!


p.s : after few months, those that make fun of me ask me for my supplier list !!

did i give them?? of course not.. it's business P & C man..

Willie Wonka

Willie Boy Boy says hi ^^

Little destroyer!

tearing the box apart

Look at the whitish thing on his ear.

He has mange and is on medication now

He is a rabbit that doesnt behave like a rabbit!

i LOVE him SOSOSOSOSO much!!!

Have a blessed day!