New Camera!!

 Princess and Bobo

 Fifi.. he is so huge now..

Love the pictures

Love my D7000 !!

Got it during my trip to Singapore.

IT WAS ON SALE!!

I received 2 lenses for free as well :)

p.s : need to pay back the $$$$ to Mommy. T.T

Crafts

After rummaging through my mommy's TREASURE..

I decided to make some cards.

 

Love is in the air

 Enjoy ! ~

 With Love

 I want to be your friend, a little bit more

 3 lil Bear

 Hi <3

 Specially for you~

Miss Me?

This is my first attempt to make cards from scratch.

How did I do? 

personally, i think its 'not bad' kekekekek

Welcome comments and feedbacks!

Love, Ezra.

Life

想太多

Past and Present

 我不想长大

so emo.
Went window shopping with my bestie today.
saw some pretty necklaces. Bears.cute fluffy keychain. Gift boxes.

It reminded me of my secondary school life.
Gifts like necklace, earring, bears, keychains are a norm to me.
I know i'll get them on Vday or Bday or Mooncake Festival (yea, i received roses once!! hahah. weird.)
I get all excited and jumpy when i received all these gift.

As i get older, things like that gets lesser and lesser..
I no longer receive necklace, bears or keychains.
No more fuss during my bday. It just feels like a yearly routine to me.

I 'loved' to text... I loved receiving sms... I like answering calls...
My heart always skipped a beat when my phone rings.
"Hi, Ezra. How's your day?"
"Hi, Ezra How are you?" etcetc
I look forward to everything.


Now, i dread when my phone rings.
"Miss Ezra, your payment of RMxxx is due"
"Miss Ezra, you missed your appointment"

Bleh. Growing up is NO FUN AT ALL!
I wanna go back to those days. Life used to be so happy! Exciting! Carefree!

When bees swarmed over me, i complained.
Now all the bees are gone. occasionally there's a few lalats. LOL * only my mother knows what i'm talking about here. *
Bo hu, he ya ho?


我觉得有一点可惜。
以前不懂得珍惜和享受。
No point for me to dwell in the past.
What is done is done. What is gone is gone.

I wish there's a REPLAY button or REWIND button in my life.
I'll just replay all the happy parts in my life. How great it'll be :)

Life in Miri

Hmmm.. a little update about my life.
i moved back from Sunway to Miri around October 2010 because of certain issues.
The good thing is, i get to spend more time with my parents.
The bad thing is ARE , i got REALLY FAT. I am DARKER. LAZIER.
I hate it so much!!!! Normally i'd finish my job in a days time ( in KL ), now back in Miri, it took me more than 3 months!!! Why is this happening to me???

And i am still studying. Dont worry. I returned to Miri not because i gave up ok..
ACCA called me few weeks back and informed me that i've been transferred to ACCA. Wheepee :)
But the transfer will be done after August, and i can only take my exam in December..bleh..

i'm sooo bored. Went to Brunei for sushi every month. Now getting kinda tired of it already.
I feel that my life is extremely boring. No purpose AT ALL.

This coming Monday supposed to go to KL. but i dont wanna stay at Mandarin Hotel. I dont wanna stay near KLCC  :'(
I wanna stay near Pavillion.. T.T

I plan to go to KL every month. KEKEKEKE
我很怕 我一直去KL，  会去到sien。 我去文莱吃sushi都吃怕了。哈哈
去KL去sien了，就去新加坡咯。haih。很烦很烦很烦很烦。

arghhhh.. i think i'm getting old already.. i get muscle ache almost everyday..
Mom said its because i always sit there and do nothing. hahah
I'm also very VERY forgetful. Worse than my grandma.
the bank has been calling me for weeks and i still forget to collect my checkbook.

Seriously, what is wrong with me?

My dad says I 'over' enjoyed my life.. hmm.. maybe..

Where is SAFE?

This is gonna be an EMO post...

I regard Miri as a safe heaven. And i insists that it;s one of the safest city in M'sia.
But, a girl was found dead.. 5-10mins from where i stay. She went missing for less than 24hours.
Why is this happening in Miri?
Then, i realise.... No where is safe in this world..

Look around you, the world is falling apart.
Tsunamis and Earthquake. Incurable diseases..

There's no way to run, no place to hide...
Evil, catastrophe are lurking at every corners of the earth..

Are you ready to face it?
Do you know where you'll be heading next????

FAT FAT FAT

I wanna KILL myself !!!

LOOK AT ME.. uggggghhh

i really feel like puking when i see this pic..

I thought its not a big deal.. UNTIL i combine these 2 pic just for fun..

its like end of the world to me..

SIEN SI!!!!

I tried on all my jeans.. ONLY ONE is able to fit me...

*CRY* *CRY* *CRY* *CRY*

Big elephant leg...........................

Cellulite....................................................

Spare tyres on my tummy................

Flabby arm......................

Dark skin .....   T.T

gonna cry till my eyes popped out...!!!!

I'm gonna go on diet this time.

I dont care if they say that i look sickly or pale..

I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE..

我要做个排骨精。

不管你们怎样说，我就是要减肥。

两支脚像个筷子 我也无所谓。

我自己高兴就好。。

Caroline skincare

After reading so many good reviews about Caroline products, i decided to give it a try.

Bought from a seller. Chloe

She's very friendly and helpful.

I suffer from mild breakouts on my forehead and chin. so she recommended the 2 in 1 purifying cleanser, astringent lotion and refining cream.

 

All wrapped up nicely.

Thanks for the lovely box dearie :)

2 IN 1 PURIFYING CLEANSER(120ml)

based on traditional chinese medical science and modern technology. This cleanser is made from active ingredients of more than 10 rare chinese medicinal herbs. This cleanser can retain the emergence of acne, clears out congested skin and control the growth of acrid. It also helps to clean facial pores and keep your skin radiant.

I absolutely love it.

It doesnt dry my skin.

From first application, my skin does become smoother and softer..

SKIN ASTRINGENT(120ML)

This is mild, but effective remedy that reduce facial pores, plus clearing up any infected areas. It leaves your skin feeling refreshed, stimulated and toned. It's effective for normal to oily skin.

I LOVE THIS TOO!! 

it refreshes my skin and makes my skin so silky..

I normally would pat the astringent on my skin after washing my face.

It absorbs pretty fast too.

REFINING CREAM(20g)

This moisturizer is effective in removal & prevention of acne, and it's able to soften and smoothen pimple scars. Clean and shrink facial pores therefore prevent congestion of skin. Improve skin radiance and keep your skin healthy and young.

This, i cannot live without!!

It clears my skin and reduce the scarring..

Let me show you my before and after picture :)

Before

After

 

After just 1 week, my skin has become softer, clearer, radiant and more refine!!

My Daily Lifestyle

If you're all wondering what is Ezra doing everyday..
I will reveal it today!

For your information, i dont just lie around every day and depending on my parents (as most of you thought so)

I have a very comfortable income which my parents are proud of. * so should you. WAKAKA

This is basically what i do everyday..

Wake up
Breakfast
Watch TV * LOVES emperor new school*
Study
Lunch, Cooking
Shopping
Cooking
Facial * sometime*
Online * IS A MUST*
Work
Watch TV again. With parents this time
Sleep

I LOVE MY LIFE!!

Dont have to work 8 hours a day in an office.
I have my own free time.

And tomorrow i'm heading to Brunei for ANOTHER round of sushi.
and some shopping. ( coffee and coffeemate. every one in my family is a coffee addict except my sis)

I am coming up with my own line of clothing. Wish me luck :)

I.AM.SO.MAD.

Guys i will NOT date

1. I hate EGOISTIC guy!!! 大男人主意。。
- There's  some guys who dare to raise their voice to me. WHO ARE YOU?
Even my daddy treats me like a lady..

2. I also HATEs guys who have no direction in life.
- when asked about his future and career, he couldnt seem to care less.
- If i were to subject myself to your future, i would have no future at all

3. I also hates EMO guys.
- shouldnt like guys give emotional support to the ladies??

4. Guys who have no interest in learning..
- if you dont learn, how are you gonna advance in your career?

5. I SUPER HATE guys who tells me to break laws..
-Eg, dont pay fine, evade tax, dont declare my sales properly
- These 'advices' all come from a CHRISTIAN young adult president.
-It show that he does not fear the Lord. sigh

6. I will only date GOD FEARING christian and one who loves God.
- If he does not fear the most supreme King. he WILL NOT fear anything at all
- The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge.
- I believe God bless those who fear and Love Him.

7. I will not date a guy if he cannot provide me / live up to my living standards. Unless he has really GOOD potential.. like my daddy.
- Love is not bread. It doesnt feed
Love will not give you money to survive
Love is just a FEELING. it comes and goes............

Love makes u delusional... hahhaha JKJK
* its true in some context. Love makes u do stupid stuff like jumping off the building.



THE list goes on and on and on and on..... i will continue the next time..

its hard for me to accept anyone because I'm so used to comparing them to my dad.
I always say, if my dad is able to do it at your age, why cant you do the same?
Can u repair my car? Are you able to do the electrical wiring?
If anything goes wrong at home, are u able to fix it?

Most important question of all,
Men are supposed to be the spiritual leader. Will you be able to LEAD your family spiritually?

I know its not fair to compare.. but what to do..

you may say that i am materialistic etc.. BUT please.. wake up!!!
Life is no fairytale. Life is not like what portrayed in those Taiwan dramas..
There is no happily ever after on earth.
Only those who are willing to learn, willing to go the EXTRA mile will survive in this world.


Grandma used to say,
Geng geng geng. geng tiok chao leng geng.. ( hokkien ). hahahha.

Its just my personal thoughts. Dont have to get offended or anything.
Anyone is entitled to voice out their opinion.


* Happily ever after only exist in Heaven *

Mommy's Bday

 Its mom's Bday :) she decided to go to Passion Corner to celebrate.

Dad couldnt join cos he has his company dinner thing..

*pics are super grainy cos i used ISO1600.. lol

 We had Korean steamboat.

Lots and lots of FOOD!!

Diet plan --> F.A.I.L

 mom and brother

 sis

 me

 mom and me posing with our little tea cups...

LASTLY, a group picture <3

going cuc-koo

 see this is how much i hate my hair.. LoL

* this is a post to show you all what i usually do at home

*the CRAZY side of me ~

the bird whisperer 

i'm a HP fan and a cofee addict ~~

 

Bye

back off!!

Some people just never know when to stop pestering me!

sigh.. someone save me pls..

V-day

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Welcome to the month of love..

This year i'll be celebrating the V-day with my family.. :)

They stay by my side through thick or thin.

Support me. Guide me. Protect me.

To think that ONE guy could replace the love your family has for u..

U ARE SO WRONG!!!

Do you know when is the first Valentine?

It is when He lay down His life for His friends.

Greater love has no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.

 

May God bless all of my readers :)