sigh

There are times i just wanna give up.
Stop caring so much.
Because those people dont care about anything but themselves.
If you care for them. They find that you're invading their privacy.
If you worry about them. They find you annoying.
Whats the point of doing so much???
I used to protect you all but now I dont care.
In fact I  find that i really hate you.
I dont want to care anymore.
Cos all u know is to bring problems.
AFter we solved one problem, u bring back another one and another.

So today, i bid u farewell. Because i wouldnt care anymore.
Dont complain. You made me do it.
I've been keeping this in my heart for almost a year and its killing me.
Why cant i have a problem free life??

不明白

There are times I just dont know what is wrong with you
Your parents gave you everything you need
What more do you want??

Cant you respect them?
Why do you have to yell at them?
Look at your surrounding.
Look at what they've provided you which many parents dont!!
Attention, Love..
They listen and laugh with your silly lame jokes
What more do you want?
You tell others about God. You want them to believe God.
And look at you!! You are 10x worse than them.
Where is your God in your life???

You have no conscience. You have no moral value. You have no principles in life.
And yet your parents still love your unconditionally.

I dont understand parents.
How can they love to such an extend.
If its me, i would have disown you a long long time ago.

You said they dont care about you.
I say YOU dont care about anything.
You care for nothing BUT yourself.

How can you be so BLIND?
If you think other families can provide better,
By all means, go and live with them
AND DONT EVER COME BACK!!!

sigh....
Why do you even exist?
God knows why.........

ME and Momma

I love my family.

Sis Birthday

we went to Menawan Restaurant at Imperial Palace for sis Birthday.

Love the atmosphere. Love the food. Love the service!

 Sis ordered Omelet. 

Comes in really large servings

 Sis & Omelet :)

Appetizers

Mussels with cheese. Yummeh :)

 Mussels and I.
*My face seems to be getting droopier each day :(

 Mom's Lamb Shank

Meat is really tender

 Dad's grilled Salmon.

Taste very common. Nothing special

Bro's Chicken and Steak

The steak is too well done. Bro prefer it to be medium rare.

I didnt ordered anything because i ate 2 mushroom dumpling at home. LOL

I love this place.

Would definitely come again :)

Random OLD pics :

Should i cut bangs again????
Dilemma o.0

Singapore Chicken Rice

 mom's nails

Yesterday we went to Boulevard to buy glitter glue for Kid's Zone.

But end up in SCR.

 Look, the colour combination is just....AWFUL!

I thought i'm the only one with bad taste. AHAHH

Then there's this waitress..

HER NAME IS MARYLYN smth!

*the waitress in the center of thepic*

She's SOOOO rude.. 

When we asked her to take order, she actually ROLLED her eyes at us!

KI SI WA..

And then she just throw the order paper on the table.

Singapore Chicken Rice, if u;re reading this..

YOU CAN FIRE HER NAO!

Cuz ppl served by her wont come the second time.

 Fried Chicken Rice.

The plates all bought from the RM2 store. AHHAHA

I saw SupaSave RM2 store selling the same plate

The chicken rice taste so-so only..
And the meat is so salty..

Yours truly with her chicken rice + no mood face :)

Can someone teach me how to do my hair and face?

21 liao still clueless about makeup and stuff *sniff*

Sneek Peek!!

* click on the picture to be redirected *

Hello <3

Like my newly designed website??

Its not fully operational yet.

Love the header? Thanks to my Mama! 

She designed the header herself!

My name card is done as well. 

Need to send for printing.

PRETTY OR NOT??

* done by Mommy of course *

I dont know why i feel so sluggish ever since i came back to Sarawak..

I lost my drive, my stamina, inspiration etcetcetc

Anyways,

I cant decide on what items to bring in..

If I were to bring in PLUS SIZE items, it'll cost a bomb.

I have no idea why plus size items is SOO expensive.

Miri a lot of plus size people. WAKKAKAK..

and i am slowly becoming one of them T.T

Should I bring in SHOES? BAGS?

or manufactured my own clothes?? =)

In KL i used to manufacture my own dresses..

Now, I'm terribly broke! no $$$$

I think i'll stick to manufacturing my own clothes =)

But then, the selling price will be rather high and i'm not sure whether it will sell or not

Never try, Never know.

Did you all enjoy your holidays? 

Well, i dint! In fact, i'm sooooo HAPPY that the holiday is coming to an end!

YIPEE!