New Year New Start New Life

I'm thinking about going back to KL.
I strongly believe that I'll have a better chance at expanding my business there.

Life may be difficult but I'm willing to face it.
I'm willing to work HARDER than people my age.
I will go the EXTRA mile until I have completed what I'm set to do.

The more I think about it, the more excited I am.

Hmm.. But is it neccessary for me to leave Miri?

I'm still thinking and praying about it...

Over the years

sigh.

Getting older.

Facts

I dont remember birthdays.

I talk a lot. ONLY to those who i'm really close with.

I'm an introvert.
I'm a hermit.

I spend most of my time dreaming.

I carry a Nikon D7000 and still take lousy images.

*anyone willing to be my personal tutor?

I love money. which is bad because money is the root of all evil..

I love to change my hairstyle, hair colour!

* one every 3 months? bad for hair. I know.

I cant survive without coffee+milk.

I definitely cant survive without shopping. Heh~

I love going for facial, manicure and pedicure.

I can eat half a chicken when i'm very hungry.

I can not drink water for the wholeday and yet doesnt feel thirsty.

I like it when people ask me to drink water.

I like it when people ask me to sleep early.

*很像那些偶像剧。。*starts dreaming*

I always disturb my parents when they are sleeping / about to sleep.

Like every girls out there, I  want to marry a rich, handsome, caring guy.

"Dream on", says papa and mommy. HAHA

The End.

Boring Monday

Me & my drug.. Coffee.......

From 9am till now, I'm still sitting here. sipping coffee. Eating jellies.

Still no ideas on how to run my business MORE effectively.

God, give me inspiration.

I need You

一个人

When i look at these pictures, i feel..........emo

*psst : all pics taken by yours truly. wahahah

#irrelevant

Bro actually say that i am those 'foreveralone' type!! GAHHH!!~

know why?? cos i kept getting F.A.T.T.E.R

But papa say 胖是福。

The bigger/fatter you are, the more prosperous you'll be. lolol~

So next time imma find a round BF. 

Bye.

Bintulu *part 1

 We stayed at Imperial suites, Studio Bedroom. RM100 per night.

What a small corridor 

 *studio bedroom* so small but really clean and comfy

 Bathroom

 Weird aircon

 

oh look! i can touch the ceiling =.=

cute fire extinguisher 

 Notice anything missing from the room???

They dont have a mirror!!

 view from my room.

*swimming pool view is from another room*

 Supermarket. i forgot the name.

We went to bintulu for Pastor Tiong's wedding.

sigh

There are times i just wanna give up.
Stop caring so much.
Because those people dont care about anything but themselves.
If you care for them. They find that you're invading their privacy.
If you worry about them. They find you annoying.
Whats the point of doing so much???
I used to protect you all but now I dont care.
In fact I  find that i really hate you.
I dont want to care anymore.
Cos all u know is to bring problems.
AFter we solved one problem, u bring back another one and another.

So today, i bid u farewell. Because i wouldnt care anymore.
Dont complain. You made me do it.
I've been keeping this in my heart for almost a year and its killing me.
Why cant i have a problem free life??

不明白

There are times I just dont know what is wrong with you
Your parents gave you everything you need
What more do you want??

Cant you respect them?
Why do you have to yell at them?
Look at your surrounding.
Look at what they've provided you which many parents dont!!
Attention, Love..
They listen and laugh with your silly lame jokes
What more do you want?
You tell others about God. You want them to believe God.
And look at you!! You are 10x worse than them.
Where is your God in your life???

You have no conscience. You have no moral value. You have no principles in life.
And yet your parents still love your unconditionally.

I dont understand parents.
How can they love to such an extend.
If its me, i would have disown you a long long time ago.

You said they dont care about you.
I say YOU dont care about anything.
You care for nothing BUT yourself.

How can you be so BLIND?
If you think other families can provide better,
By all means, go and live with them
AND DONT EVER COME BACK!!!

sigh....
Why do you even exist?
God knows why.........

ME and Momma

I love my family.

Sis Birthday

we went to Menawan Restaurant at Imperial Palace for sis Birthday.

Love the atmosphere. Love the food. Love the service!

 Sis ordered Omelet. 

Comes in really large servings

 Sis & Omelet :)

Appetizers

Mussels with cheese. Yummeh :)

 Mussels and I.
*My face seems to be getting droopier each day :(

 Mom's Lamb Shank

Meat is really tender

 Dad's grilled Salmon.

Taste very common. Nothing special

Bro's Chicken and Steak

The steak is too well done. Bro prefer it to be medium rare.

I didnt ordered anything because i ate 2 mushroom dumpling at home. LOL

I love this place.

Would definitely come again :)

Random OLD pics :

Should i cut bangs again????
Dilemma o.0

Singapore Chicken Rice

 mom's nails

Yesterday we went to Boulevard to buy glitter glue for Kid's Zone.

But end up in SCR.

 Look, the colour combination is just....AWFUL!

I thought i'm the only one with bad taste. AHAHH

Then there's this waitress..

HER NAME IS MARYLYN smth!

*the waitress in the center of thepic*

She's SOOOO rude.. 

When we asked her to take order, she actually ROLLED her eyes at us!

KI SI WA..

And then she just throw the order paper on the table.

Singapore Chicken Rice, if u;re reading this..

YOU CAN FIRE HER NAO!

Cuz ppl served by her wont come the second time.

 Fried Chicken Rice.

The plates all bought from the RM2 store. AHHAHA

I saw SupaSave RM2 store selling the same plate

The chicken rice taste so-so only..
And the meat is so salty..

Yours truly with her chicken rice + no mood face :)

Can someone teach me how to do my hair and face?

21 liao still clueless about makeup and stuff *sniff*

Sneek Peek!!

* click on the picture to be redirected *

Hello <3

Like my newly designed website??

Its not fully operational yet.

Love the header? Thanks to my Mama! 

She designed the header herself!

My name card is done as well. 

Need to send for printing.

PRETTY OR NOT??

* done by Mommy of course *

I dont know why i feel so sluggish ever since i came back to Sarawak..

I lost my drive, my stamina, inspiration etcetcetc

Anyways,

I cant decide on what items to bring in..

If I were to bring in PLUS SIZE items, it'll cost a bomb.

I have no idea why plus size items is SOO expensive.

Miri a lot of plus size people. WAKKAKAK..

and i am slowly becoming one of them T.T

Should I bring in SHOES? BAGS?

or manufactured my own clothes?? =)

In KL i used to manufacture my own dresses..

Now, I'm terribly broke! no $$$$

I think i'll stick to manufacturing my own clothes =)

But then, the selling price will be rather high and i'm not sure whether it will sell or not

Never try, Never know.

Did you all enjoy your holidays? 

Well, i dint! In fact, i'm sooooo HAPPY that the holiday is coming to an end!

YIPEE!

My birthday

Celebrated my birthday at Hai Wang Chen on the 8th of August

I'm officially 21 years old.

I FEEL SO OLD..

pieces of me

Just downloaded meituxiuxiu.

It has really nice photo effects :)

LOVE IT!

Adventure awaits me

 

When I've gathered up all my courage.

I will start my life somewhere else.

KL, perhaps?

我很累  很累了

I need my own space.

I need to B.R.E.A.T.H.E

I've had enough of people who DISRUPT my life.

Sigh.

Accounting in life

Accounting can be really fun and interesting if you apply them in your daily life!

I learnt that

Marriage = Covenant = Unlimited Liability

Most Kids = Bad Debt / Irrecoverable Debt (which will be written off)

Some kids (RARE cases ) = Bonds / Investment ( which you get back more than what you put in once it matures)

Other Kids = Shares ( fluctuates with the market)


SO..... i OPT for

Partnership = Contract = Limited Liability

No kids = No bad debt

WAHAHAHAHAH...


Parents are the most patient and loving people on the earth.
They can still love their SUPER BAD KIDS.
I dont know how they do it. But they did.
Its hard to raise a kid in Godly ways because the world is full of temptation
and is getting more evil by the second.
I used to think that a persons bad character is molded by the parents lack of teaching and discipline.
But now i realize that it's the kid's decision to turn away from all the teachings of his/her parents. 

Since i know some of the struggles of being a parent...
I dont think i would like to become one.
I'd prolly cry day and night.
Get depression.
And regret everything..

Sigh...
But i would love to get married WITH a prenuptial agreement??
HAHAH...

Rashes OR what?

Geli ler!!

I have this tiny red dots all over my body when i was in Universal Studio.

Isit a rash or german measles?

Anyway.. its very er xin and disgusting..

My body looks purplish as if i'm deprived of oxygen..

Side note : I MISS SINGAPORE SO SO MUCH

I MISS KOI BUBBLE FRESH MILK TEA ^^