not giving up!

Have you ever felt like giving up at some point in your life?

I'm not planning to give up YET.. there's still many things to be done.!!

and yes.. i REALLY enjoy life despite not being able to understand my studies..

many of you say to me.. just read more, do more past year question.. sure can pass!!

the more i read.. the more i do exercise.. the MORE confuse i am.

I cant sleep well at night. I have nightmares abt it.

Sometimes when i think abt it, cold sweat would start pouring down. or when it is a hot day, i will feel cold.

It;s a nasty feeling. i can always sleep till 10am/11am.. Now, i always wake up at 5am/6am..

when i feel so so so tired and exhausted.. i just couldnt sleep. i closed my eyes.. but i just cant sleep!!

some of my frens are going to graduate from ACCA this year..

And me.. still struggling to go thru the first level..

I feel so............. Defeated..... Inadequate... compared to them.. ( i am a kia su person) haha

I used to loved studying so much.. i would attend tuition after tuition... doing revision after revision..

Studying used to be so much FUN!!  YEs.. studying is fun.. and so so so fulfilling during those days..

If repeating Form 5 for 5 years will get me a Degree... I'D GLADLY DO IT!!!

Why did i choose ACCA in the first place??? No idea.. no idea.. no idea...

If i decided to quit..
i can always set up a stall to sell porridge.HAHAHAH..
my dad says one hor.. long time ago.. haha..

at least I know i can support myself out there in this cruel world.
I wont die of starvation.. live on streets..

I know i can survive..

I will have a HOUSE, and carSSS and CATSSSS..

but have to get a CERT.. no CERT = no FACE..

if my frens all get degree.. wear smart smart go work in places like SHELL.. KPMG..
and i am selling porridge at kopitiam... THAT would be SO funny.... haha..

sell porridge also can earn money k...

ok.. i dunno what to write anymore..